In less than 1 week’s time, my Year 2 summer break is going to end.
Time has a pair of ‘invisible wings’. It can really fly without one’s knowledge. And it flew extraordinarily fast while I was enjoying my holidays. I can still remember clearly how I packed my luggage right after my last paper and now I already packed my luggage, ready to go back to Cardiff to start my Year 3 course. It is the same luggage with a total weight of 20 KGS. The only difference is that when I came back from UK it carried 20 KGS of joys but now it carries 20 KGS of unwillingness to leave home.
I just sent an sms to a fren who is leaving for UK tmr. I told her that I was feeling quite down coz I couldn’t bear to leave my house. It’s such a short yet meaningful hol. I really really couldn’t bear to say bye to Malaysia.
‘My strategy is: don’t think (too much) and don’t dwell (too much),’ she said.
I think what she said is right. Life isn’t stagnant. I should always move on and look forward to the challenge ahead. No pain, no gain.
My sis also noticed that I was quite down and couldn’t bear to leave home again. So she said this to me, ‘1 year will pass very fast one. I can’t even cover everything that is ought to be learnt in Form 4 even though I have a year’s time.’
Haha~ I guess this is what we call ‘innocent’.
Then my dad also encouraged me by saying that I will finish everything in 3 yrs’ time. So I argued that I have only done 2 years so far, I did not even reach the mid point of the course.
“Be optimistic, don’t be so pessimistic, young man.”
“Yes, (old man) pa.” (It’s a bit rude to call my dad ‘old man’ but I guess it is alright since he called me ‘young man’. He is older ma. =P)
Alright, time to get ready for new challenge in the coming 1 year. I will do my best to change what I can and accept what I can’t. More importantly, I shall give my best shot in everything and let the nature takes its course. Sometimes, certain things just can’t be forced to happen.
Gambate~!!! Good bye, Malaysia. I will be back soon~~~ hehehe~~~