As I was writing this entry, my Windows Media Player was playing just one mp3 which is one of my favourite music - Canon in D. I like to listen to it whenever i want to do some reflection or feeling unhappy or when i fail to slp. This piece of music is just like a loyal companion of mine who always be with me during the most difficult time in my life.
If you want, you might wanna play this music in ur computer or laptop while u reading this entry. Hehe~~~
I had faced some challenge over the past few mths. Some of them were quite difficult to be tackled with while the rest were quite easy to be handled. Usually, whenever i encountered a prob, i would try to rationalise it and find the solution on my own. It was not that i wanna keep everything within myself but i just wanna be a lil more independent.
Occasionally, when the burden of the prob was so great for me to bear with, I would tell one or two frens who are really close to me. The reason being this was because I wanted to have someone, who really understand me, to listen to my prob and if possible, try to give me some opinions and more importantly, the moral support. I m not sure what kind of characteristics that i have been potrayed to ppl, whether i m strong or weak. The point that i wanna make here is regardless how strong the person is, moral support that is given by frens during stressful period is really helpful for him or her to be able to stay even stronger.
However, not all the time you can get the support that you want. All of us will have different prob at certain time in our life. Sometimes when I really needed support fr my frens but at tat time they were oso at the trough of their lives, so as you can imagine, I would need to generate the moral support on my own in order for me to keep moving on. Definitely this could be done but it was really a big test for me.
Sometimes when i was in bad mood, frens around me might be offended by my 'near-to-emotionless" state. I m truly sorry about this. I actually felt extra hurt when i saw frens being hurt because of my mood. Well, i think i must learn how to ctrl my emotion so that i wun hurt anybody.
So, i must now look at the bright side of my life and brace myself for more upcoming challenge in my life. This is challenging but i m sure it can be done!
Spring is coming!!! That means there will be more sunny days and let's look at the sunny side of life!!! :)
