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Sometimes, when i cant describe my feelings in words, I can just discover
certain songs which can express my feelings...

That's why, when i cant
blog, i will just post some songs here...

An unusual start of the day

6am, I woke up by a severe stomachache.

I experienced a throbbing pain in my upper abdomen (epigastric) region, which then became more intense and spreaded through the whole tummy area. As the pain becoming more and more unbearable, I struggled out of bed and walked to the toilet. I visited the washroom for a few times b4 the pain was eased.

I am ok now, dun worry.

Quite homesick now, especially after this 'traumatic' event.

Oh, johor bahru~~~I miss u!

Simplicity Vs Complexity

Just now I was discussing with a friend whether it is better to have a simple or complex mind. I said i prefer to have a simple mind because it is just so tiring when ur mind keeps on pondering on an issue without giving you a break when u actually need one.

Actually, i think a flexible mind would be more ideal.

When i need to think, i hope my brain will be able to be a good analyser:

When i need to rest, i hope it will be a good dreamer who leads me to many episodes of sweet dream.

Most importantly, I hope it can b a happy brain that keeps me happy all the time!

CountDOWN...

Recently I was quite down, and those who noticed this had been giving me advices like 'don't think so much' and 'don't think too hard'.

I did try, but it din't work that well.

So I made a modification on their guidance. Instead of suppressing my 'super-active' brain energy, I channelled it into my revision. (Exams are coming soon, I cannot just sit around, telling the whole world tat i m down, and do nth for exam preparation.)

Brain-reformation should take place during my leisure time, eg. summer break.

If you can't get the pain away from you, just try to live with it.

Let the music heals my soul...

While listening to my fav music (Cannon in D major), I m writing this entry.

I have been quite depressed in these few days.
Maybe i know y, mayb i dun.

While i was on my way back fr the hospital attachment today, my fren asked me if i was ok anot. I was quite surprised that she actually asked me this question. She saw my surprised look so she explained to me that she could sense that i din look quite ok recently.

Yup, she was right.

Mayb my depressed look was too obvious d.

sigh~

How are you today?

"Heyya, how are you today?" This is a typical opening that people always use to initiate a conversation.

Most of the time, we will get a response like this:

" I am fine. Thank you. How do you do today?"

Ya, this is the usual answer i get when i ask ppl how do they do.

Occasionally, I will get negative answers fr them. At the worst scenario, they will tell me "Life sucks!!!"


I guess if u ask me how's my life now, you might get the 'worst response' fr me.

However, I dun think i will tell this to anybody.

Coz i dun like the word 'sucks'.

A quick update

To be honest, I cant remember exactly when was the last time i put up an update about my life, because it was so long ago!

I had my last lecture of the year on the last day of the previous term. So, there wun b any lectures during this term. Hooray~~ but wait a minute... my timetable isn't as 'empty' as what you and I think because the lecture slots are now being occupied by hospital attachments! omg.. I started to miss the lectures already~~ sigh~~

Last week, I had just done my 1-week nursing attachments. It was really a challenging week for me as i had to wake up at 530am and did an 8-hr attachment everyday starting at 715am. Due to tiredness, I fell sick and the illness lasted the whole week. Looks like i will have to do more exercise to boost up my body's immune system. =P

Finally i m having a brief pause after another hectic week of this term. Tat's y i hav the time to blog now. =P I will need to find more time for recharge my energy so I can prepare myself well for the upcoming 2-week clinical attachment and final exams.

=)

Winners are always winners

"Winners are always winners and the mentality is inside. The future is more important than the past, as it is when we win, but when we lose, we have even more reason to say it strongly. And we look forward to the future." - Jose Mourinho (Chelsea FC's manager)

p.s. I am not a Chelsea FC's supporter but I think it is a very motivating quotation from Mr. Mourinho.

Sodagreen